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Engaging the Eagle and the Star Savoir

Posted in eraserweb - chaotic, eraserweb - expressions, eraserweb - favorites, eraserweb - tarot, Uncategorized on January 31, 2017 by eraserweb

Canadian naturalist Robert Bateman’s apprehension of the grace of natural vision

Conjugation of life’s experiences  into memory has long been a study of anyone who  has wondered about their place in history, or the polarities pressed into geography.

The vision of the eagle is an example of the valence of an expression of life’s vital forces.

The term conjugation is immediately a term that intimates a re-interpretation of order, a chaotic dice roll or subterfugal card shuffle.

To counter the linearity of expressed desire as apprehended by the Eagle’s eye on the world, there is the wisdom of water acquired from the pool of hydro-pneumatic forces as captured by “The Star.” Here we find a congrex of critical forces (sometimes a quotient of gears) that engage the flow of the feminine role of nature in duplicity : both the creator of life through birth as well as provider of wisdom and insight through the fire of intution.

Just as many stars are ostensible nuclear furnaces that may give life to other planets, so too is the star the locus of attention in a self-similar progenation of life or life in miniature.

By understanding different applications of the 5 Elements of Blood, Earth, Air, Fire and Water we can see problem solving in both linear and non-linear applications of biomechanic gnosis.


Light and Lucre for the Stars We Are

More importantly the two approaches become three once we learn the parallax syntax problem solving and triangulation of desire.  This is important to note as there are day to day experiences which we only encounter or engage peripherally and have not been able to find a locus or denominative signative. (In Tarot, a significator).

This is where the biomechanic of the birth of a new day becomes a welcome novation and through this dynamo, memories get made from the mere qualiat experiences which now, through a significat locus, can be said to exist.

Confidence to approach every day is always just a look and a lake away.

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The Circuits of Cyclical Co-Incidence

Posted in eraserweb - chaotic, eraserweb - confessional, eraserweb - expressions, eraserweb - favorites with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 17, 2013 by eraserweb

How do you usually begin things? With a phrase? Like “In The Beginning?” Is Genesis really the beginning of the Bible? Or was it put in place to soak up a messy and more involved sense of history? Were there more occurrences which have been, for whatever reason, edited out of our linear understanding of “First Cause?”

Are these occurrences finding tendency and preference to  reveal themselves to the willing – or not so willing – through the guise of postmodern media? Should we look to time as full of circuits of information, creating orbits of paradigm and paradox of attractor?

A Later Book of Chaos

A Later Book of Chaos

In my first year of university I took up the task of teaching myself about a more well-rounded curriculum – Chaos.  At the time, 1991, fractals were just beginning to slither into our day to day media structures – self-similarity in the form of a TV’s view of itself was going to come to pass, the 80s (which had percolated with self-symmetry) were still a growing hotbed of what would soon be called “New Media Streaming.”  And the bait of the lost books before Genesis? How about the Book of Chaos?

This book, and I use the term loosely gives rise to an Order that later was to find itself called Hunab-Ku in MesoAmerica, The Tao in the East and … well gee I guess this idea of Chaos is still underground in the West.  It was supposed to involve the 8-fold path and so far we only have two folds, can I still get my daily bread?

Did the Sphinx we know understand 8 Mysteries?

Did the Sphinx we know understand 8 Mysteries?

At a point in time very far back we had a different system of data and content-sharing.  Some may argue it was better than the silicon-matrixes we try to work through today.  There was a Tree of Creation, a Tree of Eternity, A Tree of Knowledge and even a Tree of Life.  The AppleStory(TM) falls off of the Tree of Creation (“And what did you want to do with the money…) to the Tree of Knowledge (“I want to go somewhere and forget that I made a mistake, it’s all over the network …) oh so why don’t you visit The Tree of Eternity.

The Tree of Chaos is the important tree in this sense as it’s an esoteric tree for initiates who have developed reading capabilities (extra strands of DNA to those familiar with themes of that nature) that acquire too much power if left “unsorted.”

Those familiar with Quaballist theories of symmetry “As Above – So Below” and “As Within – So Without” will note that the actual structure of the Tree of Chaos, along with the sacred texts (ie; real world blogs of light) weren’t lost as such, and i’ll tell you why …

12 strands of dna

12 strands of dna

When a Chaos Magistrate (a Mage – being male or female, often with androgynity in their makeup) “does their thing” with their Tree they can take things from the world of the material and create new maps of signification which allow others to draw their eyes around objects (such as a person’s face, or an apple) in a manner that can cause a cascade of depth-recognition which later can find corollary as the Gnosis of the Tree of Knowledge.  The story goes that higher-up Mages can do what The Mayans had purportedly done – took physical matter and allowed it to ascend into it’s finer schema of “light.”  This is where, ostensibly, the “Lost Mayan Civilization” disappeared to.  Or, to take the converse point, maybe it’s just a mything link….

The Current Tree of Life

The Current Tree of Life

Back to the Beginnings, as often failed alchemical venturists – or venture capitalists – go to when trying to tack down that pesky fly in the ointment.  We couldn’t all start off as coming from the same Creator, could we? Perhaps genetics involve circuits of light which we don’t recognize (in a plug-and-play manner) because the DNA coupler (like a USB hub) is being systematically edited out by nefarious gloomsday agents with sthivil stherpent schemes.

Some say we all have 12 strands of DNA, some argue that 13 is a more realistically symmetrical number – the 12 thrown around the vernacular actually being a 2 x 6 syncretic composition, the remaining “third rail of genetic power” being reserved for “The Nephilim of Niburu” or other strange, fanciful areas …  The “12 Strands” graphic pictured above is perhaps the cross-section of a “fiber-optic” uplink that a helix of strands can access – you can still have other helices connecting with other “Sephiroth” or “Spheres of Interest.”

The Tree many of us encounter when we’re browing in the esoteric side of the web is the one pictured here – “The Tree of Life” (also the name of a Brad Pitt effort of 2011).  We’re getting to the point where the angelic inscriptions on these trees – and there are many – are going to be accessible in a manner that is serial but not segmented …


until later, we leave it to “Arbitration …”



Peace, Love, Unity + Respect – circa 1995 AD

Posted in eraserweb - expressions with tags , , , , , , , on May 20, 2013 by eraserweb

              We Are All Connected



Peace, Love, Unity, Respect

Peace, Love, Unity, Respect

and do you know what connects us all? On the net it’s called PLUR. No, it’s not a dishwasher detergent, it’s an acronym that stands for Peace, Love, Unity and Respect. These are big words and may be difficult to define but here are some ideas:

Peace: The calmness you find with those around you, and also inside of yourself. It’s tough, we often have to work at it but when you’re at peace with others, with ourselves and with our planet only good can come of it.

Love: The caring you feel for friends, for strangers, for those in need and also for caring you show for yourself. It’s symbiotic, it’s about sharing whatever energy you put into something will be returned to you!

Unity: This means we all share a lot of common things, regardless of our age, gender, race, orientation, whatevah! We are all human beings, we all need other people, & we’re all in this for the happiness experienced being around others. Though we may have differences, we all arise from the same source.

Respect: This may mean respect for others, their ideas, their music, & their lives. It’s also respect for one’s self; one’s body and the needs that it has (food, sleep). Educating yourself on the substances you ingest shows love and respect for your body; passing on the knowledge to others shows respect and love for your fellow person. &


Divulgences from the Mind of a 10 year old Bully

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There she is again, walking towards me in her snowsuit, silently and certainly I approach, grab her by the arm and it’s off again to the snowbank, piled high on the side of the sidewalk – her only path home.

“Swirls for the Girls” the old witch in my head says.

It seemed like the frustrated young boy was going to continue his arrogance and obstinance on his own walk home from school until one night he was called up from watching cartoons in his suburban basement – there was a visitor, Valerie’s Dad.

The young boy took a seat with his parents and guest in the living room, her father on the couch – coffee or tea was offered but declined.

“Brad, do you know what this is about?” he asked

“Is it about Valerie?”

“Well it’s about her but it’s about you.  She’s afraid to go to school, then she’s afraid to go home.  She says you swing her around by her arm and push and throw her into snow-banks.  Is this true?”

“Yeah, sometimes I do that.  I don’t know why.  I hear voices saying to do it – Swirls for the Girls.  But nobody tells me to do it, nobody tells me it’s wrong.”

“Do you feel it’s wrong?”

“I guess I wouldn’t want someone doing that to me – That’s part of the golden rule.”

“So can I ask you to treat her with the golden rule? Respect her space walking home, if you want to say things to her there are other ways of expressing yourself than being violent.”

“I understand.”

And it never happened again, now 30 years later causes leading to the actions of the young boy, myself, are a hot topic.  You can’t go anywhere without hearing about “bullying”.  I would know what that is in a parapsychological framework as the ingression of identities into the mental framework of someone who would normally “live and let live.”  It may be the Force of the Jedi, turned to the Dark Side. So often it manifests itself as an abstract geneological pressure – so often the bullying conflict involves gender roles.

In my case, it was a boy who was just discovering orgasms, couldn’t tell his parents and hadn’t built up an experiential vocabulary in the real world (I secretly thought I was Steve Austin from the Six Million Dollar Man) to make a connection to his “Bionic Woman.”

Lee Majors is Steve Austin in The Six Million Dollar Man

Props to Oscar Goldman

A lot of things go on in the halo of awareness of a young child – The Family Guy’s “Stewie” is an explication of the almost zen juggling many children do “on the inside”.  Do adults do the same things? Perhaps not as much because the feel they can come to solvency for certain issues – except the pushing and scratching continue in our supposed “playgrounds.”

I never really learned how to express myself as a man.  I don’t really believe that anyone’s found the “right way” to do this – we use supplements like food, drugs, technologies and other fetish items – (GI Joe figures) in order to put together some structure that is more stable than a house of cards.

Jody Foster in Contact

Jody Foster in Contact

This structure is a life structure – almost like the machine Jody Foster felt the demiurgic pulsation to build in the movie Contact.

The force of desire to create these structures of expression are all about gender parity and indeed as old as the evolutionary teleologies behind the creation of expressive devices such as the Internet.

Tube Torus

What spins around us everyday in it’s semi-veiled mystery …

Looked at from a privileged vantage point in a larger “Bull Machine” which some may call the TubeTorus (ie: Taurus the Bull) we see a lot of things that would speak to the mind of a 10 year old boy – Swirls For The Girls.

Another obscure, some may say occult reading of the “Bull Machine” is in Hamlet’s Mill, a Key to the Milky Way which is (ostensibly) the Galaxy we are in (though we have to use eldritch interpolation to actually “see” what Galaxy we are in, add to that there may be other universes and galaxies where we get signals to “Bully” people or ourselves and these other Universes and Solar Systems may in fact not use Einsteinian Relativity.

Eraserhead's Engineer - The Dark Side of E

Though some may not be able to fathom it, things do actually have a meaning and the meaning is being shown here as what happens when you extract all vital fluids (mild of human kindness) from the urban megalopolis …

Back to the Idea that the Milk of “Human” kindness issues forth from the work of The Holy Cow of Engineering. (The satirical folly of man’s entropy in this field macabrely elucidated by the cuts of David Lynch’s “Train Engineer” in 1977s Eraserhead.

Be Here Now

Not present in my household, but then again a book involving transpersonal symmetry does have the capability to be everywhere at once…

Maybe I should get back to me and Valerie.  We never officially made up “mano-a-mano”, we didn’t talk much more. Didn’t date.  Didn’t end up going to high school together. The problems with expressing things has gotten better with myself in the following 10 years – doing ecstasy a few times helped me understand better the tautological interplay of hunter-hunted in the Orion Mythos, the punisher-victim of the mundanities of domesticity and the shortcut through 12-step programs for “people who had grown up with busy parents”.

Am I still a bully? I often hear Professor X’s words “With Great Power comes Great Responsibility.” – also with great experience comes with it a great desire to share, express but in a tap on the shoulder manner rather than throwing someone into a snowbank …

Lightning can strike twice ...I’m not Darth Vader, I wasn’t corrupted by power –

Blondes have more fun ...

Blondes have more fun – I am another yourself.

It was the Emperor (ahh another E person) who would have been the real bully in that Theocracy…

So can we sum up from this post that The Emperor, the young Jedi needs things to get his rocks off but wasn’t adequately prepared for his apprehension of power by 1970s media nor a folky Roman Catholic Church.

We may still see problems with bullying but is it a question of someone trying to push ideas or cultural nuances or is it someone trying to get someone to build a better cage for the animal in us?

Sekhmet - Famous Leonine leader of the Hathors

Ra’s Mom …

Perhaps the bull will be replaced by the Lion … I’d always licked – sorry – liked my Leonine side …

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